11.) [audio.]

[ijustlivehere]

Okay, yeah, this sucks. I'll admit it, okay? I hate that nobody ever wants to... no, y'know what? Forget people not ever wanting to do anything, people don't even hardly know I'm there unless I say something. It blows and I hate it and I'm... lonely. Okay? I said it, are you all happy now?

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[greedful-cheat.livejournal.com]

Maybe they don't realize they don't have to make such an effort. Or maybe they're the wrong type of friends... ones who don't really appreciate you.

[illgrowoutofit.livejournal.com]

[Neil's bad mood is making him single out worst-case scenarios, so he only heard the second part of that.] Yeah, wrong type of friends, maybe.

[greedful-cheat.livejournal.com]

Maybe it's time for you to find new friends. Ones who won't hurt you like these ones have clearly done.

[illgrowoutofit.livejournal.com]

Maybe.

But if I find new friends, how do I know they won't just turn into assholes, too? Maybe everyone is an asshole.

[greedful-cheat.livejournal.com]

That's life. You have to try. If they're just as much as an asshole as your old friends, they consider that friendship being over at try again. There must be someone who isn't an asshole out there.

[illgrowoutofit.livejournal.com]

Yeah? Yeah, maybe. Hope you're right.

manipulative kazari is manipulative, so why use his human guise if he's not going to be seen

[greedful-cheat.livejournal.com]

You'll just have to try. Maybe it will make your so-called friends realize something, and if not, you'll be able to find someone new. Don't let this loneliness consume you. Use it to your advantage.

[illgrowoutofit.livejournal.com]

Use it to my advantage. Huh.

Thanks, man. You're all right.

[greedful-cheat.livejournal.com]

I thank you for your compliment. I hope my words will and do help you.