[Lucy nods at that as she presses one of the buttons on the blender. It's ice cream so it doesn't take long to blend it with the bourbon. While it's doing that, she opens a cabinet and finds a couple of glasses. She stops the blender, pours the mixture into the glass and slides it across the counter to Neil before she starts making one for herself.]

I spent a year here without Jill. There were days I was so lonely and missed home so much I thought I'd make myself sick. There still are, sometimes.