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Neil Nordegraf ([personal profile] ijustlivehere) wrote2011-06-08 05:57 pm

6.) [text.]

I hate the frakking friend zone, you know? No girl ever seems to see me as anything besides... I don't know, a kid. Or any guy, for that matter, but I'm so afraid of my own bicuriosity that I don't even want to admit it to myself. I'm not that young.
I haven't had a real date that didn't involve a mistaken identity or being used for some ulterior motive since high school, pretty much.
It just freaks me out sometimes, because I'm afraid I'm going to end up alone.

[identity profile] illgrowoutofit.livejournal.com 2011-06-10 12:36 am (UTC)(link)
Really? It seems like most people do just fine. Or at least, better than I do.

[identity profile] sempreadagio.livejournal.com 2011-06-10 01:30 am (UTC)(link)
Most people do. Some of us are socially inept. And both types can be afraid of being alone.

[identity profile] illgrowoutofit.livejournal.com 2011-06-10 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
I guess so. I mean, that kinda makes sense.

[identity profile] sempreadagio.livejournal.com 2011-06-10 01:35 pm (UTC)(link)
At least you know you're not alone in the fear of being alone?

...I'm not very helpful, am I?

[identity profile] illgrowoutofit.livejournal.com 2011-06-10 04:02 pm (UTC)(link)
No, yeah, I mean... that actually sorta helps. Thanks.

[identity profile] sempreadagio.livejournal.com 2011-06-10 04:04 pm (UTC)(link)
You're welcome. I've heard a rumor that it usually happens when you least expect it... like when you aren't looking for it. That could be a load of crap though, I'm not sure.

[identity profile] illgrowoutofit.livejournal.com 2011-06-10 04:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Who knows. Guess maybe I should stop looking, then.

[identity profile] sempreadagio.livejournal.com 2011-06-10 04:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Look for friends. You never know what could come of a friendship over time.

[identity profile] illgrowoutofit.livejournal.com 2011-06-10 06:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[Please hold, Neil's mind is flicking through an internal catalogue of his friends. And it is making his emotions do strange things. Oh dear.]

I, uh-- yeah, maybe. Yeah?

[identity profile] sempreadagio.livejournal.com 2011-06-10 07:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's obvious she's made him uncomfortable.]

Well... I'm Jill. And if you ever need help with not feeling better, let me know.

[identity profile] illgrowoutofit.livejournal.com 2011-06-10 08:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks. That's really nice.

Oh, and I'm Neil.

[identity profile] sempreadagio.livejournal.com 2011-06-11 10:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Nice to meet you Neil. You seem nice so far.